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[20 Oct 2004|10:57pm]
Hey! this is Kiki now. I just had to put my word in, since kati left her livejournal signed in on my computer. I just have to say that I love Kati! If you really must know, she loves me more than all of you, because, well, because I'm Kiki obviously. I'm sure you've heard her talk about me endlessly. She painted really pretty pictures on my wall while she was down here. And rubbed her boobs against me. Changed her tampons with me, and kept me from being bored. It was a little annoying though, the way Cody and her lust after me all the time. I don't know if I can handle being in the same room as them anymore. The tension is mind boggling.
"it's throbbing down there" hahaha. Kati, it's ok, I have that effect on most people. Oh and thank you for the drawings. I'm so glad you came, I love you to death. You're so cute. Can't wait till you get your license. I'm really disappointed we didn't have any alcohol. It's ok though, next time you better bring the booze. Anyway, thanks for bringing your bloody vagina to my house...you can do that anytime you want.

ps-thanks for your minimal eating ways too, I've lost 7 pounds, you're a miracle worker.

Love,
Kiki
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[23 Sep 2004|11:03pm]
[ mood | productive ]

January, 1979 saw a terrible crash and it couldn’t help but laugh.
My ear pressed against the pass like a glass on a wall of a hospital photograph.
My forehead no longer sweet with holy kisses worthy of your fiery lips.
I was floating in a peaceful sea rescued by a sinking ship.

If I could become the servant of all, no lower place to fall. (I could be your servant)
If I could become the servant of all, no lower place to fall. (If I could be your servant)
If I could become the servant of all, no lower place to fall. (I could be your servant)
If I could become the servant of all, no lower place to fall. (If I could be your servant)

You watch me like a ten car highway wreck with a tact, bold or curiosity?
Us looking down on the tops of the hats of us passersby from your seventh floor balcony and grew such a height we missed creatures too small for sight.
Carry on over conversation as the misguided insects crown me their grasshopper king with a dance of celebration.

After years with their crown on my head, I’m rolling over in bed unconcerned and comfortably numb kept busy indulging in the pleasures of the wealthy.
Oh, someone make me afraid of what I’ve become.
At the first sign of possible sorrow I’ll turn my heel and run.
Oh, I’ll never learn.
My life’s become the sugar I’ve borrowed before, time and again and forgot to return.

It was a matter of time, I always said I could see but now I’m going blind. (I could be your servant)
It was a matter of time, I always said I could see but now I’m going blind. (If I could be your servant)
It was a matter of time, I always said I could see but now I’m going blind. (I could be your servant)
It was a matter of miserable time but I heard somewhere, there was a cure for useless eyes. (If I could be your servant)



today was decent. my mood was eh...im still real far from happy, but slowly getting close to normal, which is good...
id like to thank a few people real quick..
*chrisan-thankyou sooo much girl for talking to me and actually really being there for me, i really truly appreciate it & im glad to have you as a friend.
*dom-i am soo thankful for your hugs daily, they really do brighten up my day & our little worthless discussions about nothing are amazing...without those i dont think i'd be as scatter-brained as i am..so i thankyou for that..lol
*shannon-i know u'll never read this bc u dont have an lj and u dont believe in them, but thankyou doll for always whispering sweet nothings in my ear..everyday you say something positive to me & it really helps, thanks girl.
*chloe-goddamn you fuckin bitch...you are the shizznite! lol...you always make me smile & thats awesome...thanks for trying to 'hook me up' with eric..hopefully something will come of that
*blake.z-you stupid ass dork..you make me glad i'm not a hippy. LOL...nah im just kidding, you've been one of my bestfriends for almost 3 years now & im glad we continue getting closer...i love our sketchbook we have together...it helps me through my days

those are the main people who make me feel good everyday at school...and who have been there for me throughout the summer and the past few years..so thankyou all.


today was so productive its ridiculous. i stayed after school to makeup an econ test then went home and went back to bradley to get my sister then went to work till 7 then got paid and went home and went to the cornelius library and did some research for my senior exit & i finally got my thesis (for sure this time) and then got some taco bell & went home and ate and did homework and the end.

i found out too that while i was at work a lady from san francisco art institute called me about a grant or something...so ill have to call her back tomorrow & see what thats about...

im happy with my grades...except the one C i have, but thats no biggie...its only bc im never in that class ever.



♥♥♥
i said i'd not come back...
..well i'm coming back
and you BETTER be alone

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